To be raw about my feelings, you should know that I am a very normal person in real, and at times I wish I was a bit more comfortable with my sexuality. And it happens very rarely. Especially if I am with a Man.
When I am with a sturdy man, I automatically feel so... Comfortable. I miss being touched around my waist. I miss the hands that hold my wrist while passing. I miss the gaze that hits my soul. I miss the short texts we exchange. The small fights we have, the small ways we get back together. How a simple hi would make my day.
Something about how they are not desperate for you. Yet you know the innate need for you that they show. The times they try to strike a conversation. Hmm..
Countless times I wish that things were different. That we could be open to each other and others about our feelings. How I wish I was as gutsy as her to call you often, to make plans, to post pictures with you. To give you gifts .To be having all sorts of regular conversations instead of a gamble.
Although I like the curiosity. I wish you were open to me more than anyone else and that I am open to you , naked, to the bare minimum.
When I am with a sturdy man, I automatically feel so... Comfortable. I miss being touched around my waist. I miss the hands that hold my wrist while passing. I miss the gaze that hits my soul. I miss the short texts we exchange. The small fights we have, the small ways we get back together. How a simple hi would make my day.
Something about how they are not desperate for you. Yet you know the innate need for you that they show. The times they try to strike a conversation. Hmm..
Countless times I wish that things were different. That we could be open to each other and others about our feelings. How I wish I was as gutsy as her to call you often, to make plans, to post pictures with you. To give you gifts .To be having all sorts of regular conversations instead of a gamble.
Although I like the curiosity. I wish you were open to me more than anyone else and that I am open to you , naked, to the bare minimum.
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