Be it in career or love, Karma is the biggest bitch there is. It is highly seen in the gay world and makes us grow crazy. For I have experienced it served hot. Getting rejected by several profiles who you like, for the profiles you ignored. Being pretentious to men who care for you, only to care for men who are pretentious to you. Being condescending to men who are effeminate, only to be seen the same way by straight men.
I was in pain, when I fell out of relationships, when I remotely felt that the interest was gone, or when there was a condescending look, when there was some ex who has still lingering in his head, a new friend whom he was texting or when his attention fell for someone else. Incidentally, when I had to distance myself painfully with such realizations, the last thing that I wanted to do was hurt someone the same way. It was ironic when I felt all of the above in one person, and when he sensed it, he moved away. The feeling was confusing and the pain was hard to comprehend.
Karma didn't let me go. and to escape it was very hard. I went through the same emotions as those I left and seeing another person react the same way as I reacted to others was bitter sweet. To come out of this issue , I wished that there was someone who liked me as much as I liked him, and there did not have to be such issues. passionate , understanding and faithful. Idealistic as it sounds, isn't that what we all want?
I was in pain, when I fell out of relationships, when I remotely felt that the interest was gone, or when there was a condescending look, when there was some ex who has still lingering in his head, a new friend whom he was texting or when his attention fell for someone else. Incidentally, when I had to distance myself painfully with such realizations, the last thing that I wanted to do was hurt someone the same way. It was ironic when I felt all of the above in one person, and when he sensed it, he moved away. The feeling was confusing and the pain was hard to comprehend.
Karma didn't let me go. and to escape it was very hard. I went through the same emotions as those I left and seeing another person react the same way as I reacted to others was bitter sweet. To come out of this issue , I wished that there was someone who liked me as much as I liked him, and there did not have to be such issues. passionate , understanding and faithful. Idealistic as it sounds, isn't that what we all want?
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