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Dating a DemiGod - 5

He had enough drama in his life.. enough issues. I wouldn't want to share about it. But I only wished to make him feel light. I would be carefree (mostly), and just wanted to make him happy. I was happy just being with him, it wasn't hard task. The night of his birthday, He slept on my lap for a while. We never "did it", but there was more romance to it than "Doing it". We had the time, the space, we wanted it to be special.

The day after his birthday, I had left back to town. We had a fight. Silly one. After getting back I could randomly liked a post from this guy from his timeline. Simply because the wording was good. The guy liked back a post from my timeline. New friend!, a friend of my guy. The one who got him what he wanted. Seemed caring enough, By now I knew his friends circle. One of the guy abroad I missed out.

A friend request. A "Hi" back. I was content, until S Dev called me fuming, asking me not to talk to him. As silly as I can be, I denied. He kept telling me what to do and what not to. A silly tug of war, I thought. I continued to chat with this random stranger. I inquired why he was behaving this way. He was concerned about my concern towards him. A little bit more probing, I confessed the relationship. It was kinda obvious he was gay, and that made me feel comfortable to come out and confess... but I didn't know he was S Dev's Boyfriend!...

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